To my husband

I never got you see your smile
to hear your laugh
to taste your kiss
or none of that

i never got to tell you "i love you"
as we danced under the starts above
i never got feel you touch...
which was so soft it felt like a dove.

i never got say tell you "i do"
or were haveing a baby
i never got to fuss with you
because i asked you if i was beautiful
and you told me maybe.

i never got to tell you goodbye
the last time i heard your voice
i never got to tell you
that i'll never forget about you
even if we were on the edge of getting a divorce.

i never got to tell you that i was sorry,
or that i never ment a word i said.
huh, but still i remember what it felt like when
you used to kiss me and tell me
"go back to bed"

i never got to see your last breath,
your last tear.
hear your last words of you telling me
you would always be here.

but still even if it's been a year or two
since you've been gone.
i think about,
and sometime i pray to myself that's you'll just pick up the phone.

and yea,
your, well our son has grown up so fast.
our daughter is so beautiful,
that if you saw her,
you would wondee to your self...
who is that?

just know i'll never stopp loveing you, baby.
even if i get really old,
and my hair get's kinda graie.
i miss you darlin with all i have.
and even if i've made a couple of mistakes,
i'll never regret my past.

because you are my past, present, and future.
all i love you