I love you but you don't exist

I see you,
In my dreams,
When I sleep.

I see you,
Smiling,
Loving your life.

You see me,
Caring,
That I am alone.

You walk in my direction,
About to speak,
Then I wake.

I go to the bathroom mirror,
Crying,
Wiping my tears of sadness away.

As I wipe those tears,
I wish,
I wish it would take away the pain.

Take away the pain, please,
I beg you,
It hurts to see you.

It hurt,
Since you're not real,
Except in my dreams.

I see you,
In my dreams,
When I sleep.