This soul, body, mind

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My soul,
Yearning, needing, pleading to be free

My body,
Wishing, wanting, begging to be fed

My mind,
Learning, thinking, questions my rights

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My friends,
Equal to the one they call "God"

My enemies,
Equal to no one, to myself

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My thoughts,
Blinded, crowded, unable to see the truth

My feelings,
Scared, cautious, troubled by how to show themselves

My actions,
Judged, feared, forced to be shown

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My face,
Mouth, nose, eyes full of sadness

My flesh,
Cut, torn, scarred for life

My fingernails,
Bitten, dirty, bloody around the cuticles

My eyes,
Dark, brown, show only depression

My personality,
Sad, fake, reflects my past

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My life,
Painful, suspenseful, slowly fading away

My friends,
Happy, excited, slowly fading away

My family,
Joyous, delighted, slowly fading away

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My mind,
Thinking, wondering, asking "what could have been?"

My thoughts,
Exposed, dying, wanting to be hidden

My feelings,
Showing, naked, seeping through my heart

My emotions,
Revealed, appeared, wishing they were dead

My self,
Dead, lifeless, asking "why didn't you help?"

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Your self,
Deafened, paralized, asking "why did it come to this?"

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The answer,
Because you lied, betrayed, and killed who I was

The question,
"Why, how, when did I start to love you?"