A bad dream

Youve got your knife stabbing my heart
Every half hour
And I cant live like this anymore
Me losing confidence and giving you the power

You bastard
You cant even look me in the eyes
You dont even flinch, as you watch me cry
I know you can see
How much Im dying
And all of this mess
Was created from your lying
I wont forget

It was all so real to me
I gave you everything
I trusted you
I told you things
That burned a hole in me
You let me cry on your shoulder
But I never f u c k i n mattered
Now your ghost is gone
Its only a memory
Maybe it was only a dream

Youve got your gun to my head
But youre letting me suffer
Cuz youre waiting forever
To pull that d a m n trigger
And Im falling and wasting away quickly

I cant believe you
Like I did
Instead of believing in me
You lied to me
When I never lied to you
What did you want from me?

Now I know its better
Just to bleed in silence
Just to hide it
Trust no one
Get hurt by no one

It was all so real to me
I gave you everything
I trusted you
I told you things
That burned a hole in me
You let me cry on your shoulder
But I never f u c k i n mattered
Now your ghost is gone
Its only a memory
Maybe it was only a dream