Losing

I need to learn to be stronger
I need to watch where I step
Falling all over I can see it now..
This ones going to be impossible to forget
I need to keep my eyes open
I need to watch my back
Things can get so crazy
When you're falling off track
I need to think twice
I need to think things through
I'm forgetting my morals
And I'm drowning into you
I need to look past you
I need to close my eyes
When you're not around
My hope is gone and my world dies
I need to understand and realize
I need to take a deep breath
Look into you're eyes
And forget the past lies that destroyed me
I need my trust back
I need my confidence back
In case you don't mind..
I'm trying to get my life on track
I need you with me
I need you're hand in mine
I like the sound of you're voice
And how you've rehearsed every line
I need you're kisses
I need you're presence
To feel you beside me
To smell you're essence
This is my biggest battle
Between me, myself and I
This isn't going to be easy
It doesn't take much to make me cry
I don't want you
I only crave you
I don't want you're heart
I'll only give you mine
I'll never win this you see,
I'll never see you without me
I'll never give up
This is how it was meant to be
This is on-going
Easy to start
Impossible to stop
I'm fighting with my own heart
Finish this war
Finish me off
Take my heart
And rip it apart

Written By: Kayla Westerback