Discarded (not great, but a feeling)

I feel discarded, like a rotten two-week old ham
Why doesn't someone just say, the he** with you maam

On the phone and email it's great like it should be
But in person, it’s not even close to what it could be

Now I feel as low as mucky swap scum
Kindness and consideration...I could use some

Ive been discarded by a friend and I feel stupid
Ive also been stabbed in the back by cupid