Too Much

by Kelly   Sep 11, 2007


Divorces, separations,
unemployment, lost wages.
All things i face now day to day,
i pray someone comes to take me away.

Failed relationships, lost lovers,
babies and pregnancies cause all sort of troubles.
Nobody knows how i cry at night,
for i know no one can make it all right.

Why do all these problems fall on me?
I'm not strong enough to deal with it, why cant they see?
I don't want to have to support my mother,
and I'm not sure how to even deal with my brother.

Why does life seem to torture me?
I wish for once it would let me be.
Do you really think i want to see my ex's baby?
No, not never, not now, not maybe.

I don't know how to deal with this,
I feel my hand clench into a fist.
Before i even realise i have began to hack,
when i look down my scars are back.

I have been through too much to endure,
Sometimes i wonder how i made it through.
I lost my lover, it broke my heart,
but now the rest of my world is falling apart.

Well now my strength has reached the end.
My body and soul i can never mend.

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  • 16 years ago

    by Gem

    "I have been through too much to endure,
    Sometimes i wonder how i made it through.
    I lost my lover, it broke my heart,
    but now the rest of my world is falling apart."

    Oh Kelly.. i can relate to parts of this and the truth is, life is never easy. It feels the need to throw as much as it can at us and watch us crack up.. stay strong hun, it's all we can do
    5/5
    *Gem*

  • 16 years ago

    by Dr of Bishonomics

    Wow I can feel the pain and anguish all the way through. I felt like i was sharing your pain in a way because no matter how it does the world and life will always be there to ruin your day. i hope putting it in writing helped you cope with it all. keep it up chick xx

  • 16 years ago

    by Tracy D Rollings

    Wonderful poem, sad , but yet we all have been down those roads of uselessness and unhappiness and things don't always look good for us, trust me I know better than anyone, but you have to be strong, God will only give you what he thinks you can handle, and is never to far away to stop and give you a hand. I'm so very thankful to wake up in the mornings and see light, I know that there isn't anything in life I can't do, nor will I let anyone stop me from doing it if all possible , you stay strong and in the end, great things will come to you ,,, lol I'm here if ever you need to talk, great job , your friend Tracy dean 5/5

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