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I wish to be inside your head
To understand the things you said
The things you said have hurt me deep
Being kicked around by verbal feet

You wonder why I feel this way
Each and every single day
When your the reason that Im so down
I never smile I only frown

But yet I dont understand why
Its like you want to see my cry
But I hold it in every tear
I silently live each day in fear

I try to hide from it all
The more I do the more I fall
Will there ever be and end
Will I ever find a friend?

Or will I be condemned to a life of pain?
Every minute driving me insane
I hope to see an end to this life
If I have to end it with a knife