It Hurts Me So

It hurts so much
This way I feel,
These Horrible wounds
Will Just not heal.

I'm all alone
In a sinking pit,
It's always the same
I feel unfit.

I'm completely broken,
My soul is in shambles,
I'd rather be burned
And thrown into brambles.

I've certainly fallen
to and unknown place,
Where darkness surrounds me
With solitude and space.

There's no one there
to pull me back,
I took one more straw
Which broke my back.

No matter how hard
I seem to try,
I always fail
And want to die.

I'm losing my hope
A bit more each day,
I want to let go
And I want to say,

That I have won this,
With my demons cast back,
And the light will follow
To banish the black.

This hurts so much
The way I feel,
These horrible wounds
will just not heal