To my so called 'dad'

I was too young to realize that you have left
mom told me u will be back
for i was your precious Little girl..who could beat that?!
well..you have missed my first baby step
My first word..my first crush..
you have missed 16 birthdays as a matter of fact!!
but did you even care?
i dont need you no more..how can you long for someone u never had?!
you'll always be an illusion to me, one of life's mystery
And Not having you around wasn't so bad after all
i have learned to stand alone high and tall..

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