I cant Explain this feeling

I cant explain this feeling
but it always seems to come over me
I cant seem to escape it
Its every were i go
an on all the faces of everyone I know
I cant explain this feeling
It sends a shooting throw my vans
an a per sing throw my brain
It learks in the shadows
of the darkest corner
on the darkest day
It makes me feel so numb
I feel no more
not the wind on my face or the razer at my wrist
I cant help but fall in to its trap
this land of mercy
keeps calling me back