Can't Come Back

We all know we don't live forever, And life is too short to even pretend....
I finally realized I don't need nobody the only person I need is myself,
I realized people die every 42 seconds and people are trying to, I was one of them, but no more I swear to you the reader on this day september 12, 2007 I'm going to live life to the fullest I'm going to give up cutting for good, There's no point of wanting to die. And I'm lucky because god blessed me with such a talent someone would kill for, and that's writing, you could fall in love with my words... God gave you life for a reason and the reason is not to be wishing you were dead,
I finally woke up from that dream, I realized once I killed myself there's no way to bring me back.
I sometimes sit in class and just stare out the window thinking about how would I look when I'm older or what will become of myself? I
sometimes tell myself man I'm not smart like these other 29 kids.......
The teachers look at me and put their heads down, and it gets me mad because when I have a new poem in my head I want to write it down so I
don't forget it, and they always take my notebook and read what I write, like yeah I understand you have the right to read it, it still gets me
mad because its my writing, but now I look back 3and say,"damn why did I do that?" there is thing I regret doing but once its done we can't change it so what I'm trying to say it don't try to kill yourself trust me I tryed and its not even worth it because once your dead you can't
come back..........