Can't have you

Its only been a few days but I'm losing my life

I cant cope without you, I turn to my knife

You're bringing me down, but you make me high

You make me laugh and then you make me cry

I've tried to forget, but I'm addicted to you

Sometimes I neglect, the things I should do

I know you pain me and I need to get out

But the hold you have is making me doubt

Can I get through this, can I be free

What will it take, to get me to leave

When will I realise it's making me down

Can I be strong when you're not around

You're just a bad drug that I've let in my heart

I've got to get through this and keep us apart

I need to regain some control and belief

Give me a month and I'll feel the relief

The days seem so long but more so the nights

My misery stops me being able to fight

I used to be tough, I used to have fun

I used to be happy, just look what you've done

You stripped all my joy and left me in pain

I dont think Ill ever be the same way again

I feel so depressed, don't know what to do

I know what I want but I can't have you