I'm learning to let go of things
Always trying to fix what's not mine
Pushing and pulling deep inside
Things in this life are hard to hide
Inside I'm screaming for release of pain
Stress holds it closer where I've nothing to gain
I long to run free and do my own thing
But I'm still tied up inside this frame
I hold the key to the door that's locked
All I have to do is open it up
In this life I've given too much
Yet I give over again till I'm nothing but mush
You have faith I will pull through
I know I have the power to challenge everything new
I'm holding back from life's open door
I'm scared to let someone close once more
You know my life now but not then
I only show what I want you to see
You beg each time to let you in
So why can't you see I can't show you the real me
