Is It Worth It?

I keep falling more and more in love with you,
every time I look into your eye's I know that it's true...
i hate to admit this because it's not who I am,
I feel as though I've failed an exam...
I vowed to myself that I would never fall in love,
yet here I am, butterflies in my stomach, it's un thought of...
I never thought I'd see myself like this,
If I go with it, it will all go to hell, but right now I'm in bliss...
I refuse to open up, I refuse to let this be,
this must be a dream, I'm gunna wake up, 1...2...3...
Damn, it's true this is the real deal,
maybe if I deny, it will go away, THIS IS NOT HOW I FEEL!
all the questions I have, I'll lock them away,
I just can't think clearly, my mind's in disarray...
is there something about love that i don't apprehend?
maybe the question I should be asking is, is it worth it in the end?