Equation+life (questions-answers) = X

X=?

life=love
love=friendship
friendship=connection
connection=bond
bond=broken
broken=pain
pain=experience
experience=skill
skill=knowledge
knowledge=wisdom
wisdom=logic
logic=control
control=dispute
dispute=fight
fight=war
war=pain
pain=power
power=government
government=rules
rules=rebellion
rebellion=anarchy
anarchy=chaos
chaos=freedom
freedom=life
life=pain
pain=X

X=?

so life is love, and because life can end... so can love which causes you pain, so you gain experience to acquire wisdom. which leads to control, causing dispute... you gain power and eventually start a war in government, (whether it be a battle in your life, your mind, or the world) people rebel with anarchy, causing chaos, and bringing freedom in one way or another, that's life. Life is pain, but pain equals X in the equation of life... so what does X equal? what if the answer to the equation is the equation in its self... life...?