Sweet Lullaby Baby

I hear you call my name and I hear your cry
But ill never sing you that sweet lullaby
I'm engulfed by the sadness of letting u go
My my unborn baby i love u so

It was Aug 18, 2005 when i found out you were alive
But inside my nightmares you would forever thrive
I'm so sorry but i was just too young to hold on
And the grief I feel it constricting like a python

My 16th birthday was anything but sweet
I would never get to feel your little heartbeat
It was the worst day of my life and i regret it everyday
I hope you followed that light up that stair way

Please forgive me and never once forget
That mommy loves you and shes not over it yet
That horrible day that i had to let you go
I murdered you, my little baby, Ill forever live with your sorrow.

- Jacquelyn St. John-

* I had my abortion on my 16th b-day. It was the worst day of my life and I will always regret it. I was just too young. PLz comment and vote.*