I have you yet not have you

Time has come to express what i feel
i have you yet not have you

i look into your eyes and feel that you live miles away
from the town of my heart, from the village of my pure love

i yearn for your attention then i wonder why bother when i have you yet not have you

im tired tired like an athlete, an athlete who once crossed the finishing line cant celebrate because he has what he worked for this is the end the end to his efforts

who are you, where are you who lives in your heart i have not figured out yet but i know its not me
and i know i have you yet not have you

when you look at me i look at you i know i have you yet not have you

my heart was vacant so you filled it up
if it wasn't you would have been someone else

i hate this feeling i hate this depressing night i have a feeling
i have you yet not have you

*pls comment as im a rooky in this field your comments are very important for me