Addiction

I did it...
TO get rid of the pain
To get rid of the problems
To get rid of the thoughts
To get rid of the images

I did it...
And then i fell
Fell in the thoughts
Of how I lost my
Best Friend's...
Trust...
Pride...

I thought it would help
But it didn't
It did for the moment
But it didn't
Not after
After I wanted it to end.=

I did it...
And I want to do it again.