THIRST OF LIFE

Sometimes I feel addicted to death,
sometimes I feel afraid to walk ahead,
sometimes I feel the wind blow through me,
sometimes I feel hollow as a shell,
if you find me lying on the floor,
just know that I was dead before,

Dont touch my body,I'm too cold,
I'm so still, blood stops to flow,
I signed a contract with death,
devil own my each and every breath,

I hear my master calling his slave,
I've lived all along in this cave,
some say they live their life,
but I say I live my death,

So say I, free me from my filthy cage,
I want my share of life to live,
my share of pain,
and tears to give...

what would I gain from all this?,
why don't you free me from this curse?,
when will I walk my own step to life?,
I want my life, its flow to reverse,

its hard to dream, I'll live again,
I dont want this to be an end,
can't hold on, feel like my head is to burst,
can you give my water to rid my thirst,
I'm thirsty of life, hungry of death,
I walk a step further, holding my breath....