The suicide note

Dear mom,
I lied to YOU and
I don't know why,
I lied about our fights and
I LIED about our lost
nights.

I had TO blame myself
for ME
and all my lies.
I deliberty
caused YOU pain,
a long string of
hurt all beCAUSE
of MY deceit.

Now my
DEATH
is merely a whispered
misery,
silent in
the night;a
captured soul
ready to
be released.