The beat of my heart starts to rise,
the palms of my hands start to sweat.
my eyes get watery & thats when i know theres no escape.
I get a weird feeling deep down inside,
a feeling dat i try to hide.
This feeling i get is hard to explain
im full of confussion, it drives me insane.
I try to be happy & smile like im koo
but it hurts wen i kno myself i cant fool.
My stomache starts to hurt & my head starts to spin,
I bend on my knees & pray depression wont win.
I can feel my heart breaking & its tearing me apart,
I try to explain it, but i dont kno where to start.
I try getting up with the weight on my shoulder,
but it pushes me back down & i start getting colder.
So many people around me,
& i feel like no ones there...
I start feeling lonley, like if nobody cared.
I wish someone would understand,
and be kind enough to hold my hand.
because it seems like i always fall,
everytime i try standing tall..
& someone to let me stand under their wings.
so i can fly up and live my dreams
