A Fake Smile

A fake smile upon my face
My hearts beating
And my hands begining to shake
You gave me a hug
As if you never did anything wrong
I kept my head down
As if in shame
And i knew i was the one to blame
I should have kicked and punched harder
But everyone still thinks your perfect
But i know the truth
All the lies and hidden assaults
You have no shame
My hurt my pain to you was just a game
If only i said somthing then
I knew i should
but tell was something i never could
so a fake smile is all you will get
Because as the years have passed
My heart aches full of regret!