For years i have felt so strange,
So different to my peers, to my friends,
opposite to my life.
A dress, a bow, a ribbon too,
Each one wrapped around me, holding my fear inside,
As the years fell away beneath me
the more i felt trapped inside,
An inner presence pushing through,
inside a person no one knew,
thoughts and emotions, blood in my viens,
Tears in my eyes, hidden by shame,
Every night that came in, would bring a new dawn,
Everytime i awoke, the pressure would mount,
the desire, the impulse,
(let this man out)
Holding thoughts down, surpressing my mind,
a pill, a drink... an intoxication to stop me from having to think,
But a day has come, a new time now,
this boy trapped inside needs to come out..
he wont hide no more, nor will he run,
No more hiding from what is to come.
tears come of passion, desire and lust..
all for one moment, a moment of must.
Though he's alone, and lost like a cloud.. afraid inside of the emotion pouring out..
he has to be free, he has to be me.
