Living A Lie

Drowning in your tears
Yet you don't notice mine
You're on the outside looking in
To you everything seems fine
But the truth is it's not
You wouldn't understand
I just need someone to lean on
Someone to take my hand
Please wake me from this nightmare
That is called life
My hand is shaking now
As i am holding the knife
You can't save me from myself
For now you are too late
There is no point in living
Life i just can't tolerate
Don't follow in my footsteps
It's not a good path to choose
For i have nothing to gain
But everything to lose
So thats why I'm going now
I have to say goodbye
I'm better off this way
I hated living a lie