My Last Breath

I lay by myself
In a puddle of red
I try to sort out
The thoughts in my head

Happiness is something
I long for so bad
Instead of fixing it
Ill stay cooped up and sad

All I think of is pain
All I dream of is death
I dream of how it will feel
To take my last breath

Names race through my head
People who did me wrong
Someday they'll feel bad
They'll regret it when I'm gone

Why should I have to suffer
Through the crap I undergo
I wont, Ill sit here and plan my suicide
Make it painful and slow

Sometimes I sit and wonder
If anyone will care
But there's no one to notice me
No one was ever there

They called themselves my friends
Said they'd be there to hold my hand
But when I needed them the most
They never took a stand

If people weren't so narrow-minded
And gave a crap about something other than them self
Maybe I wouldn't have taken my life today
Maybe Id have gotten some help

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