What do i do

Something i found, given to me so easily,

make a mistake and my father criticizes me,

i don't know what i do wrong,

i can't find myself can't find where i belong,

my actions are holding me back,

i don't think of the consequences of my acts,

i don't mean to make you mad,

but the things you tell me make me very sad,

i hope to go off, to prove that i am a good citizen,

so hopefully one day i can escape your criticism,

i know i make mistakes, but think, you did too,

my mind is very blank of all the things you said when you were finally through,

i don't mean any disrespect, its the last thing i need,

all i want is to go, go and succeed,

to make you proud, as proud as u are with ray,

and hopefully one day you can begin to say.......

I'm so proud of the things you've accomplished,

the things you have done,

you thought your life had ended but now its just begun,

you lived to tell a dream,

you have no reasons to scream,

I'm just so proud of you to know you lived up to your dream.

so tell me father would you ever say that or would it go to Ray?

I feel some favoritism though i am to your child,

Never knew the meaning,

but nows a different story,

2s company 3s a crowd,

I'm sorry i imposed, i thought that was the best,

i guess i can put away my hurt because i failed your trustworthy test,

by one little mistake, the ones you clearly see,

but when i do some right, you look right past me.