I knew all along, this isnt where i belong

How could I be so stupid?
I thought it was love,
Love given by cupid.
Love given from up above.

How could I not see?
You never loved me.
You messed with my heart
And now it’s fallen apart

This is it.
I’ve given up all hope
My life is in the pit
And now I don’t know how to cope

Now that the truth has unfurled
I don’t know what to do
But I don’t feel I belong in this world,
Because I used to think I belonged with you

As I look around the place where I grew up from birth
I know it is now time to leave this Earth
As I remember the words that you said
I put the gun up to my head

My last words before I hit the ground.
Are ‘I hate this world!’
But nobody is around
Nobody hears a sound

As my vision begins to fade
I realise I new all along
In this world I couldn’t have stayed
This Earth isn’t where I belong.