Is he really gone

I stare out the window waiting for him to come back
i really didn't think he would just leave like that
i start to regret some of the things i said
i was just tired of our relationship feeling so dead

i really do love him
but he doesn't believe that
i just really want him to come back

i told him i wanted him to die
but of course it was a lie
i told him i was tired of him making me cry
he said he loved me more than he loved his self
i said u cant love me if u dont love yourself

he said i love u more than words can explain
i said i love him more than my own heart can tame
i say why is everything changing
and he says nothing always remains the same

i hate u i said
he said my love 4 u is no play thing
i scream u haven't proved s**t to me
he says f**k it u dont believe
than ill leave

leave and never come back
i stare out the window
i cant believe he left like that
i wish i knew where he was

id tell him to never again leave me alone
i keep asking myself
is he really gone