Moving on

I have finally come to realize
that what ive been longing for,
is not to have my parents let me
its for something more.

Its me who needs to realize
i need to let someone in,
so afraid to let someone close
theres so much im missing out on.

He answered my question yesterday
it wasn't what i wanted to hear,
I was expecting everything to work out
it so happens it was nowhere near.

He's happy with his life right now
or atleast thats what he shows,
and if he decides he wants to be with me
my love for him he will always know.

He's still in my heart
and forever in my dreams,
I've finally realized
how much he really means.

"Never give up hope"