Tonight

I smile
blink away these tears
trying to put on this mask
to hide these crazy fears

The pain form all these years
Sits on my heart
And slowly
rips it apart

I'm tired of faking
Tired of acting fine
When I'm crying and dying inside

I want to be free
From all this guilt
that's eating me
away

So i take my life away
With a simple shot
I blow my life away
Never to be the same

Now i rest in darkness
Peace is all i feel
No life no breath
Just silence

Thats what i want to feel
I'm tired of trying to live
When i know i can't be fixed
Tonight...I'll end my life...