Pretending for you

I plaster on this smile for you
So you'll never know what i want to do
I fake my laughs for you
So you can never see through

I say i'm fine for you
So you can never see the pain i go through
I joke around for you
So you can think i'm as normal as you

But deep inside
Your blind
To this wound that grows
inside

You'll never see me cry
You'll never see me frown
You'll never see me trip and fall
But you will see me die

I can't pretend
I'm happy
I can't pretned
I'm like you

I can't smile
With my scars on my arms
I can't pretend
To keep living

Faking these smiles for you