How can i tell you

No matter how far you walk.
no matter how long you fought.
you will never be the same.
i found lights in your eyes.
i found warmth in your heart.
if i could turn back time.
i would stop you from taking out.
the assign of your best-friend.
when you come back, you found life empty.

you become Suicidal hurting yourself.
the blood was coving the room.
the pain you never felt made me hurt.
the gun you had, the gun that took your friends life.
with a single bullet left of the ten round gun.
you walk the streets of the town.
with heads looking away and toward you.
i wanted to help but i cant.

i couldn't tell you that i loved you.
you took a step to wards me with no smile on your face.
wisped in my ear "goodbye no more pain".
you left me with taking in the words.
i ran after you hoping thats its not to late.
as i approached your house, i saw the door open.
i entered with no haste and went to your room.
i found the on the floor with number 2974.
then the smell of blood rose in my nose and i saw blood everywhere.

then the body, your body lying there still breathing.
i picked up your head and laid it on my lap.
i wanted to hear something from you.
then i did, the finally words I love you.
i let your head rest on my lap as i cried.
these tears are for you my love i love you.
the towns people made you a funnel for.
so no one will forget you Raziel.
you were a hero even though you thought you were a murderer.
you will be in peace with your best friend Cain.
i will see you again Raziel for now rest in peace.