Life becominq Reality [[ He is qOne. ]]

LiFE ;

I cant take tha pain ; slowly giving up

I cant keep going ; the road is getting to rough

i think ive had enough ; of your bullshit lies

im tired of all these worthless cries

my days are slowinq down ; tryinq alot less.

I look into my past and see nothinq but a mess.

i pushed him away now i gotta live with it.

hes no lonqer there ; ima search until i find him aqain.

he was more then just a friend.

he was my key to life. and now its came to an end.

i never showed him what real love could do..

i never showed him that my love for him was true.

the truth is I want him back.

You filled up my head.. With thouqhts and now

Reminiscing on all the thinqs you said.

How I turned you down when you were everythinq I

wanted inside.

Now I can no lonqer hide.

Im sorry for not tellinq you baby please come back.

Wait.

Life has finally qot real.

I no lonqer have the chance to tell him how I feel.

Hes not cominq back, The last time I saw him I was

dressed in black. With tears runninq down my face.

Now your six feet under. And all I can do is wonder.

*TRUE STORY. i WROTE THiS AND iT TOOK TiME & CAME FROM THE HEART. PLEASE COMMENT AND RATE.
R.i.P ZACK.*