I felt so alone,
So scared,
And so hopeless.
I was looking for you,
But I didn't know this.
Then totally random,
And out of the blue,
I opened my eyes,
And I saw you,
And from that moment,
I just knew,
That you were the one I belonged to.
You gave me joy I never knew.
You gave me pleasure for a time,
And for a while, you were mine.
For only a month and four short days,
"I love you, I love you," you'd constantly say.
Then again from the blue, storm clouds neared,
And just like that, you disappeared.
And you were wonderful. My best friend
From my sight was gone again.
My eyes got misty and I turned around
But the sun came up and then I found
That all you gave to me, but are no longer able to,
Isn't taken from me even though I'm without you.
I'm still me and that's a vow I promise I an keep.
I laid my head down in the grass,
And let the wind sing me to sleep.
I was content and I was finally happy one again.
For I found that I can be my one and only friend.
He won't determine who I am or who I'm gonna be,
Regardless if he's in my life, I can still be me.
