No One Could See (my only sonnet)

You don't know what it's like to live like me.
You tease though you don't know what I go through.
You decide not to know who I might be.
Tomorrow I will be ready for you.

But I won't be there for you to make fun.
I'll take my life and go to a peaceful place.
I'll kill myself before the day is done,
And wish I were there to see your shamed face.

I won't tease you back cuz I'm not that low.
But I'll make you ashamed of what you have done.
I hope you suffer cuz I had to go.
This on your conscience and on a grave stone.

My parents hit me. But you were so mean!
My life was empty but no one could see.