A Change.

I'm starting to wonder, what this life has in store.
the knob I'm turning must be locked, or this is simply the wrong door.

today I shedded tears, and my stomach ached,
carried an unexplainable feeling and the pain continues to keep me awake.

this world seems to pull me down, more each and everyday.
living in a place where so many steal, and lie, makes me wonder why should we all have to live this way?

I'm tired of being targeted with all these painful events.
and I'm trying as hard as I can, to become my own defense.

I want to change this world for the better, but I just don't know how.
and its gradually having an effect on me, so this change would be helpful right about now.