Hate i love you so

I hate how much I love you
I can't stand how much I want you
And I hate how much I love you
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

But your words can't hold me no more
And I hate how your scared to show how you feel
Because between us it just aint real
So much effort and time that I cant regain
My heart turned black
And only you can make it bright

I hate how much I love you
You are my virus but also my only cure
And I hate that I love you so
So its time to let you go