If this is love

With no one to love me and no place to go
no where that will ever feel like home
no campassion no mercy have i ever felt
lies betrayal and hurt are the cards i've been delt
you said what you have did to me was for love?
but is this really love if it is i don't want it take back your love!
it hurts! it does, it really does it's brakeing me down
i'm begging you i'm pleading stop please i'm kneeling on the ground
the rain pours down from the sky and my eyes
realizeing just how unimportant my life; is
take me! take me now i'm done here i am will you take me
do you love me save me please take me or leave me be
hears my hand i'm throwing it out to you or you could leave me to die
what ever your choice i don't mind
i'm in the dark wondering will you be my light i'm blind
i've lost my way i've lost all hope will you help me find; what i'm looking for
i Just need real love some one anyone to care
to heal me to save me to let me know i'm there
but this is to much to ask i'm sorry i did
will you be ever ready to forgive; me
the rains still puring as i'm siting it the cold wet mud
miles away from where i should be
miles away from where i can find love
i'm lost and i can't go back there all cold towards me
laying in the mud just crying it all out
screaming in pain gasping for a beath
leting it all go giving it all up
this silly little girl she's simply had enough
dieing in the mud the rain still coming down
now in only one my face foverever in a frown
as i'm choaking out the words and gasping for air
these last words my record of my life no one heard
"if this is love i don't want it please take it back
it's killing me hurting me i don't want your lo..."

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