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by kandace Oct 24, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I'm scared of my reflection I'm scared of the person I see. I don't see me is it the monster inside of me? Self hate maybe? No. That isn't even the beginning of it. What do you do when you look at you and hate what you see? The mirror is cracked along with my self-esteem. Beauty isn't what I want to see that's not the issue in me. It's the reflection looking back at me it's not me. Nor is it who I want to be. Am I broken or is my reflection deceiving me. Cause, that girl in the mirror isn't me. How do I break free from the demon inside me? And not let go of the girl I want to be? I feel lost and broken when I look into. The eye's of the girl I don't want to see.