The way she feels

Every little thing is bothering her now
No one dare speak to her
In fear of her erupting
Each day her temper shortens
She has got everyone walking on eggshells
Everyone is waiting
Waiting for her feelings to take over
Waiting for them to be too much to bear
Waiting for the explosion
Everyone knows it will come soon
Too many emotions to control
Too many for anyone to understand
Everyone knows
Soon the time will come
She wont be able to calm herself no longer
But no one knows when
Not even her
She has got everyone scared
They know that
When all these feelings
Finally overpower her
She wont be able to control them
She wont be responsible for her actions
It will take some people by surprise
Some people wont be able to believe
How much anger and hate
This one woman has
But they will see
Maybe then they will understand her
Maybe they wont
She doesn't even know
Herself anymore
She cant control what she feels
And she doesn't know why
There is no reason for her to have all this hate and anger
But she has got it and it wont go away
She feels like no one understands her
No one even tries to
She wishes she could just let it all out
But she cant
No matter how much she tries
All she wants is
Someone to hold her and tell her everything will be ok
Deep down she knows that will never happen though
So she keeps going on
Longing for the love she craves