Single

I always give what i can,
I always try to be a man,
I'm polite and honest in what i do,
Tho i smile i do hurt too.

So let me let you here within,
You'll see my heart my soul and dream,
Here i am, cold and bear,
If you must judge, please be fair.

I smile, I joke, I'm never blue,
Thats in public, not but a show, all for you.
I'm sorry for this mask i wear,
My burden is heavy its mine to bear.

Deep down it's different I assure you,
I never smile, my worlds so blue,
I'm in the middle of a raging sea,
Theres no escape, none from me.

So whats the problem you may ask?
Why do i shine yet theres dark inside?
The answer is simple tho you won't see,
I have no one, and i blame me.

To be single, to be alone,
Is like I'm starving and have no home,
This pain is great and i must admit,
Tho i smile, i die within.

I'm holding on, but barely just,
I wish someone would save this life.
I don't know why I deserve this
But thats my fate, my nemesis.

From my heart I'm sorry too,
You had to read this and feel sad too,
I seal each stanza with a kiss,
I pray your fate is all just bliss.

And as my heart and soul you see,
I pray you'll smile and be happy.
As for me the stars were right,
For being too nice I paid the price.

**This is just me, I'm sorry for what i wrote but this is me i hope you'll understand**