Why?

I don't know why I thought he would be different,
why did I think my love would be sufficient?
He lied to me and told me I mattered
so if I matter then why do I feel bruised and battered?

I've done nothing all day except cry,
And I don't even know why.
I'm so tired of feeling this way,
I wish I could shove these emotions out to bay.

But I cant I'm stuck here,
So now I''ll sit here stuck in fear.