Where do i go from here

Why do i still feel it
why is it still there
i just want it to go away
this just isn't fair

i have tried so hard
to get you out of my head
now the thoughts of you return
each night as i go to bed

i just want it to stop
i just want it to go away
i can't handle this again
i don't think i can stay

you tell me you still need me
that with out me thats it
but what do you want me to say
you put me through sh*t

you say that you have changed
that you really care
you want a second chance with me
into my eyes you stair

i don't know what to do
and i don't know what to say
can you really have me back
or should i turn away

what more do you want from me
you broke my heart once before
and i don't know what i would do
if you did it once more