Born to rot and die

Am i suicidal
because i want to die?
Am i crazy
because i can never cry?

I think I'm mixed up
I don't know why
Can someone help me
discover the peace i cannot find?

No hope
its gone for me
for i have blinded eyes
that cannot see

I can't see a future before me
I can't imagine being fine
I can't image grasping happiness
the type i can't find inside

No hope
Nothing left inside
I was born
to rot and die