A girl i USED to know

A girl i used to know
screamed at me today
she told me to grow up
she said stop playing games

a girl i used to know
forced her way into my head
she told me to stop all this
before i end up dead

that girl i used to know
she wont let me take a break
shes saying to get over him
she says he's my mistake

this girl i used to know
but is now a mystery to me
she knows just what i want
she hears me when i scream

she never would hurt me
she'd never let me go
she loves me way to much
for someone i don't know

this girl i used to know
is really cutting me deep
shes in every sentence that i write
in every word i speak

shes in my heart
in my head
she feels what i felt
and bleeds what i bled

this girl i used to know
shes no older then age 9
this girl is myself
before all the crime

the girl i was
before the drugs
and before the boys
the little child
before her mom
left her in this world

and this girl i used to know
go tired of being silenced
so today she screamed at
shes tired of the violence