Who knew

Who knew i would feel so much?
Who knew it would hurt so much?
Who knew he would matter so much?
Who knew it would never happen?

He Knows i like him
He knows there is something there
He knows he confuses me

Who knows whats going on in his head?
Who knows what he feels?
Who knows how this will all end?

I know that it will never work
I know it would be for a short time
I know its a crazy thought]
to even try

But something draws me in
something wont let go
something keeps me wanting and hoping for more!