Wont Let Go

As my heart beat grows
The more I know
I'm so tired of being here
Unable to let you go

The illuminated illusion
The reoccurring dread
The resonance of your voice
So awakening to the dead

Past waves of night
So willingly away
Your equivocated looks
So curious for me to stay

I wonder why I must live
Live with this perpetual love
It's so indecipherable
Like the flight of a dove

Knowledge seems past
Such feelings of this
Spring as come too late
But close enough to kiss

There's excruciating loneliness
And hope seems like bliss
I wish it could surrender
But it's not as real as this

I will believe
And trust me forever
I'm an achiever
I wont let go...never