Throbbing Pain.......

Breathing is harder
as i try to rid of this ache
but apparently the pain
is always here to stay

Striving to live
a normal life each day
but it all turns out
to be in vain

every single throb of my heart
pumps more
pain
in these veins

pain thats endless
that wanders free
through
me

gripping
stabbing
sometimes dull
it hits without notice till i fall

pain that bites
pain that tears
pain i'm used to
sometimes I think its never there

every cut
helps me forget
so I can try to live
and make the most of it

but lately now
is doesn't work
the pain is coming
and coming worse

I slice deeper
hit the vein
until this pain filled heart
shrivels away

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