So Many

So many friends went down the drain
So many memories
Too much pain

So many people I once cared for
Now our friendships
Are never, no more

So many things I used to do
All so that I
Could hang out with you

So many mountains I would have climbed
All so that with you
I could have some more time

So many feelings and emotions out-poured
So much angst
When you walked out the door

So many tears I used to cry
But now I know
It was all a waste of my time